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LYRICS

1. LOTUS - INTRO

There was a woman
Born from a lotus
Her heart was golden
Deep as the ocean
Until this one man
He came and broke it
Til it was open
Just like a lotus
Oh yes,
There were explosions
She found her focus
The beast awoken..

2. TRIGGERED (FREESTYLE)

Go figure, you were the trigger
You brought me to an obstructed view

Who am I kidding?
Knew from the beginning
You’d ruin everything, you do it every time
You are my enemy, you are no friend of mine, muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter
You muh fuckin right I’m triggered
You muh fuckin right I…

Wanna fuck you right now
I just turned the lights out now
And you know when the sun go down
That’s when it would all go down

Been a minute, been a while
Ain’t let nobody hit it since you hit it

You know you always know what to do wit it
But ain’t no me and you without you in it,
damn

I’m bout to burn this bitch down
I think I need to lie down
Cuz I’m not tryna wild out now
But right now

Don’t know what I’m capable of
Might fuck around and go crazy on cuz
Might fuck around have to pay me in blood
This ain’t the way that you want it
Might catch a case in this bitch
Don’t let me catch you face to face in this bitch
Trying my hardest not to disrespect you
After what you did, man
What you expected?

You muh fucka
You muh fuckin right
You muh fuckin right i’m bitter
You muh fuckin right i’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I’m
Tryna let the time fly
Tryna let the time go by
Tryna let the time heal all
Tryna let the time kill all
Of our memories
All you meant to me
All that history
All that’s history

I’ll calm down eventually
Fall back eventually
Please call me back eventually
Fall back into me

Maybe I’m overreacting
Baby I don’t know what happened
You know all of my bad habits
You know it’s hard for me to control that shit, man
Cuz when I get mad, I get big mad
Should of never did that, get back
Bout to feel the wrath of a menace
In my bag, in my feelings
I’m a bad lil bitch and uhh…

I’m triggered
When I see your face
Triggered
When I hear your name
Triggered
I am not ok
You need to stay out my way
Triggered
When I see your face
Triggered
When i hear your name
Triggered
I am not ok
You need to stay out of my way

3. NONE OF YOUR CONCERN (FEAT. BIG SEAN)

I been contemplating, meditating
Should have waited
Should have never dated
You seem irritated
Baby, why you never say it?
Isn’t this worth saving?
I can feel you fading off
We’re not gonna make it long
Guess you can not take it
Guess its worth saying

It’s none of your concern anymore
None of your concern
Is it even worth it at all?
Is it even worth it?
Is it gonna work anymore?
Is it gonna work?
Am i being heard anymore?
Am i being heard?

I been hearing things and seeing things
And so it seems, you’re moving on from me
Caught you on the scene with little miss thing
And trust me she really don’t want beef
That’s besides the point
I’m disappointed as the homie
What is it you see?
I want better for you moving forward
What’s better for you than me?

Guess that’s none of my concern anymore

None of my concern
It ain’t even worth it no more
It ain’t even worth it
It don’t even hurt anymore
It don’t even hurt
It ain’t gonna work anymore
It ain’t gonna work
You been hearing things and seeing things

And so it seems I’m moving on my own
The audacity to question me
Like you ain’t leave me
Out here on my own
I was traumatized and suicidal
Sick and tired I am not to blame
Once I felt a way, but not today
I’m not afraid now i can say
Get your bitch ass off of my phone
Please leave me alone
I am not your girl anymore
You need to watch your tone
Don’t worry about who it is i’m fucking

Or who I am loving
Just know that it is not you
This isn’t up for discussion
I wish you good luck man
When it comes to you

It’s none of my concern anymore
None of my concern
I know that I’m deserving of more
I know what I deserve
Not scared to be alone anymore
Not scared to be alone
It don’t even hurt anymore
It don’t even hurt

Burnt out
You been on some bullshit
Burnt out

You moved to my city
Got turnt out

Everybody knows now
Words out it turns out

You know I had these issues when you met me
Results of the post damages that I haven’t dealt with
And i only want the best for you moving forward

But you back tracking with niggas that ain’t shit for you
Don’t belong around your aura
You know there’s not a day in these modern times
You haven’t crossed my mind we both crossed the line
Seems like I needed you more than I needed myself
Just like I always felt like cheating on you would be cheating myself
To me that’s just some dumb shit for you to say we done with
Tryna speak your heart, tryna make your mark
Then go deeper and make a scar
But every time i lay down I think about you naked
And if you find my replacement, how could you?
I made you cum 9 times in one day
Your two lips should come in a vase
You rode my face I realized you look as good as you taste
Fingers all in your mouth I’m grabbing you up
And dicking you down and grabbing your waist
Your room is my only escape
I guess that’s none of your concern

4. SPEAK

Woke up this morning
Heart was beating out my chest
So excited realizing
That you weren’t here to judge me
No one to impress
I decided that I liked it, yea

I’m moving on
I’m putting on my favorite dress
The one you hated
Said I look naked in
Fuck your opinion bout it
I’m feeling my best
I won’t hide it
And besides that

Look how the sun
Rises without our asking
Shining with so much passion
Light just for us to bask in
Love shouldn’t be for our keeping
I’ll celebrate my freedom
I’m gon speak up

Speak from my heart, baby
Speak from my soul, sugah

Say what you want, lady
Act like you know who you are
Speak from your gut, honey
Say what you want, my love
Be who you wanna be
Speak, speak, speak, speak
Be free

I’m moving on
I’m putting on my favorite dress
The one you hated
Said I look naked in

Free (yeah)
Be free my love
Be free
Free
Free

I’m moving on I’m
Free
I’m moving on I’m putting on my free
I’m moving on I’m putting on my free
I’m moving on I’m putting on my free
I’m moving on I’m putting on my free
Free

5. B.S. (FEAT. H.E.R.)

Back up on my bullshit,
Back up on the scene
Done dealin with you
Don’t know how to deal with me
Done fucking with you
Don’t know how to love me
Done dealing with you
So I’m… back

It seem like I give so much and don’t get nothing back
I really thought it was love but you’re so fucking whack
Always get caught up in love, but I am done with that
I can’t get caught up in love so now I’m .. yeah
Flexing on my exes in my Model X
Pretty little skinny little bitty body modelesque
Some of y’all ain’t never have no real bitch and it shows
I keep it one hunnid from my head down to my toes

Back up on my bullshit back up on the move
Touch down in my hometown
Got nothing to lose
I am on my own now
I am in control now
I need you to go now
I can fix my own crown

Back up on my bullshit
Back up on the scene
Done dealing with you
Don’t know how to deal with me
Done fucking with you don’t know how to love me
Done dealing with you
So I’m … back

Seen you with your ex I see you still about your old ways
Might just see him for the weekend you say that’s a cold play
I be feeling triggered I don’t know how to let it go
Really you aint shit and I know I’m too emotional
Putting me through it he’s the only thing that’s been getting me through it
He be coming through wit it and I hope you cool with it
I just met your roommate put him on my to do list
Doing me back up on some new shit everything in between
I’m out here I’m getting stupid I’m done being exclusive and
You know the truth is that these niggas is useless

I’m back on my

Back up on my bullshit
Back up on the scene
Out here acting foolish
Like I’m 17
I just bought a new whip
Don’t need gasoline
I just seen yo new bitch
It boost my self esteem

Back up on my bullshit
Back up on the scene
Done dealing with you
Don’t know how to deal with me
Done fucking with you
Don’t know how to love me
Done dealing with you
So I’m back, yeah
Bitch

Flex on my ex in my Model X
Flex on my ex in my Model X
Flex on my
Flex on my

You know I’m
Back up on my bullshit
I’m back up on the scene

Done dealin with you so I’m…
Back

6. P*$$Y FAIRY (OTW)

I cant wait til you come over
I’m not sober so, you know
How its bout to go
Cuz I like to fuck when I’m drunk
I like to suck when I’m drunk
Come on my baby what’s up?
I’m need you to hurry up
I can’t wait , I can’t wait
Pussy fairy’s on the way

I know you love fucking me
I can tell by the way you in love with me
You can’t get enough of me, yeah
Well, I guess it’s lookin like you’re stuck with me
Cuz I got you sprung off in the spring time
Fuck all your free time
You don’t need no “me time”
That’s you and me time
We be gettin so loud
That dick make my soul smile
That dick make me so damn proud

Now lay your head down on the pillow
Turn the lights down real low
I want you to say my name
Close your eyes and let your feels go
Now you’re getting real close
Baby I am on the way

Now that I got you right here I won’t let you down
Don’t be surprised, baby it’s just me
Don’t be surprised boy when I bust it wide

I hypnotize you with this pussy
Now you feel like you can fly

I got you sprung off in the spring time
Fuck all your free time
You don’t need no “me time”
That’s you and me time
We be gettin so loud
That dick make my soul smile
That dick make me so damn proud

Now lay your head down on the pillow
Imma fuck you real slow
Need to hear you say my name
Close your eyes and let your feels go Now you’re getting real close
Baby I am on the way

Now that I got you right here I won’t let you down
Don’t be surprised, baby it’s just me
Don’t be surprised boy when I bust it wide
I hypnotize you with this pussy
Now you feel like you can fly

I got you sprung off in the spring time Fuck all your free time
You don’t need no “me time”
That’s you and me time
We be gettin so loud
That dick make my soul smile
That dick make me so damn proud

7. HAPPINESS OVER EVERYTHING (H.O.E.) (FEAT. FUTURE & MIGUEL)

These red roses damn near turn to ashes
If I keep it real you won’t understand it
These dirty blogs got your mind damaged
I’ll walk a million miles to see you happy

I hope she don’t think, that I think
That she’s some kind of hoe (some kind of hoe)
Cuz I don’t care that just lets me know that
She knows what she wants, yea
Baby I won’t judge (nooo, nooo)
Now I’m sure that she knows what she wants, yea

I ain’t gonna hold you baby, I like what i see
That print in them sweat pants got me weak off in my knees
I been thinking bout you since we met at No ID’s
If you’re free tonight I think that you should come see me (Ohh ohh)
Don’t be scared of my aggression
(Ohh ohh)
Just don’t get the wrong impression

I hope she don’t think, that I think
That she’s some kind of hoe (some kind of hoe)
I don’t care that just lets me know that
She knows what she wants, yea
Baby I won’t judge (noo, noo)
Now I’m sure that she knows what she wants, yea

( you like the way i wink at you?)
I can’t never have a hater bone inside my body
I just like it better when my girl do her Pilates
I wanna dress you up and have you fresher than a stylist
Think about any drama when your body traumatizing
You so caught up in the hype
you could have easily been my wife
I see the way your friends look they already thinking I’m sheisty
They misunderstood me when they say I’m Jesus Christ
I just want you to worship me, I like what I like
I’ll feed you to the wolves if you don’t talk to me nice
They gon try to crucify me
They think we worship ‘ luminati
I take my heart and I go hide it

After all I just hope he don’t think that I’m some kind of hoe (some kind of hoe) I
don’t know, he just makes me feel like he knows what he wants, yea
Baby I won’t judge ( no oh oh oh oh oh)
Now I’m sure that he knows what he wants, yea

Yea, I choose happiness over everything
Over anything and its everything
Happiness over everything over anything
And it’s everything to me

8. ONE WAY ST. (FEAT. AB-SOUL)

Going the wrong way on a one way street
Going the wrong way on a one way street

I’m feeling strangely sane today
I am amazed, I’m brave today
I rearranged my brain today
I rearranged my ways

Going the wrong way on a one way street
Going the wrong way on a one way street

I wait for love, I waste away
Wasting my days, I waste away
I wasted love, I waste away
Wasting my days, I wait

Going the wrong way on a one way street
Going the wrong way on a one way street

Stuck in traffic on the road less traveled
No fast track

9. DEFINE ME (INTERLUDE)

Try me
You can not define me
I can tell you’re trying
First you’ve gotta find me

Time you’ve gotten behind me
All in divine timing

Rising despite your denying
You can not define me
You can not define me

That’s how life will do you
I had to learn to back track
Before I could move forward
Like quadruple
I been gone insane, ask Jhene
I maybe way too high the sky is in my way
My judgement’s cloudy because of it
Still staying grounded like a child on punishment
Running and tumbling , stumbling hiding from idle time
It isn’t in my design to deny the signs
Always remember the fallen when on the rise
And when you find your calling don’t hit decline
(Hello)

They want me with my back against the wall

10. SURRENDER (FEAT. DR CHILL)

This is how heaven sounds at night
Take a vow to be down for life
Got you right in the candle light
Blow it out how i blow your mind

Going, slowly
Floating towards me
Don’t ever ignore me
You’ll be sorry

Surrender
Render yourself to me
Surrender
Render your self to me

Met you at the edge of my mind
Hanging by a threatened life line
Just when you had asked for closure
That is when the signs got closer
Exit 405 to Sepulveda
Come to the Westside I will show you love
It is only right if you open up
Tryna take your mind over
I’m a boss bitch, how you don’t fuck with me

I bounce back thats a echo
Fuck em all
Not sexually, disrespectfully
Instead of catching me
All that’s left of me is tire marks
I’m gone

(Jhene)

Melancholy, mediocre mess
Maybe I should just give it a rest now
I just gotta get this off my chest
Lately I have been so fucking stressed out
Flipping floppy, wishy washy never twice the same
Found her calling, now they’re calling her out of her name
“This bitch crazy, or just maybe so sane she’s in sane”
Hard to say, well who’s to say which way is the wrong way
Wait,wait…

You know what it is, you know these bitches just can’t fuck with me
I write all my shit you know I’m all about my publishing
I take my time with it, ain’t no rushing me

Going, slowly
Floating towards me
Don’t ever ignore me
You’ll be sorry

Surrender
Render yourself to me
Surrender
Render your self to me

(Dr. Chill)

Surrender to quantum consciousness
Which gave us all, that we be
Can’t you see?
And it is all… all for free
Your soul, your mind, your heart, your body
Your potentiality, your actuality
Your spirituality, your reality
We get it all for free
So why can’t we give it all back, easily?
Surrender

11. TRYNA SMOKE

If I could fly,
I would probably never come down…
With all of the bullshit, confusion on the ground
I wish that I was high, cuz I can’t live my life when it’s loud
So I’m gonna call the bros tell em roll up one right now
I’m tryna smoke

Life’s no fairy tale
I know all too well
Gotta plant the seed sometimes
Then you let it grow
Inhale, exhale some more
Heaven in hell
If you know, you know
That shit is beautiful
You gotta just let it go
Spark up a blunt and smoke

If I could fly,
I would probably never come down…
With all of the bullshit, confusion on the ground
I wish that I was high, cuz I can’t live my life when it’s loud

So I’m gonna call the bros tell em roll up one right now
I’m tryna smoke
Tryna keep myself from looking over the edge
I know life’s a bitch, but she could least give me head
Sometimes, I mean… is that too much to ask?
That’s why lately I been smoking on gas
I know God is good, I know he keep me alive
I be probably talking to him most when I’m high
When I’m high I see all this shit crystal clear
When I’m high I see through the smoke and the mirrors

13. LOVE

La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la, LOVE

Look how the sun is shining
Over everything it seems
Very accepting of me
Even when I don’t believe

LOVE still got LOVE
You better show me some LOVE
Now we are growing in LOVE

(Yeah)

La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la, LOVE

(Yeah)

Look down standing on my feet
Over hills and valley peaks
Veering right until I meet
Everything I’m meant to be

LOVE still got LOVE
You better show me some LOVE
Now we are growing in LOVE

14. 10K HOURS (FEAT. NAS)

I know what it’s like to lose
Do you? Do you?
Have you ever loved someone…
Then lost that one?
You can’t even call their phone
You can’t even ask how their day was
Nothing in life’s guaranteed
You’ll see
I’m not being difficult
I just see things differently
When I say I wanna see you
That means something different to me

I’ve been missing for
10 thousand hours
I can not let go
10 thousand memories
( x2)

Have you ever loved someone
Then lost that one
Have you ever missed someone
That ain’t coming back?
You can’t even tell that one
Cuz they’re not here to hear it
Do you hear me?
Nothing in life’s guaranteed
You’ll see
I’m not being difficult
I just see things differently
You don’t see the urgency
That really worries me
The problem is, naturally
That we think
We have time
But you’ll find
Anything can happen
Don’t take it for granted
You know…

I’ve been missing for
10 thousand hours
I can not let go
10 thousand memories
( x2)

(Yeah)

La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la, LOVE

I feel it deep in my soul
Whenever I’m feeling low
Anytime there is a void
I choose to fill it with joy
Uh huh, aww yea
I love, I care
Alright, that’s right
I’m fine

I’m not bossy, I’m the boss
You know I could set it off
But I’d rather use my heart
When I put my faith in God
Nothing bothers me at all
I am more than my emotions
I know I am in control when
I am living in the moment
Dedicated and devoted
Praying often, staying open
To more love

La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la la la, LOVE
La la la la la, LOVE
(x2)

(Nas)

Thinking back on some good times
We had with some bad people, like
I shoulda saw she was see through or he was evil, like
I wasted my good experience with these people, like
Guess it was meant to be you was teaching me life
So only have that memories worth while
We had beef, but at least there’s a birth of a child
Cool, then flip it reminiscing bad times with good people’s terrific
Beautifully different, cuz we still kick it
You said we can’t be intimate you said we can’t go there
If this thing is going nowhere it’s so weird now it’s cold
Thought I had control, thought I took your soul
Nah I took your mind engraved my name
You told me that my mind is your favorite place to hang
10 thousand hours turned to 10 thousand brighter flowers
What was mine is ours
How many soulmates we get in this life time?
Right now’s the right time
You the wife kind

You will search your whole life tryna find
A love as good as the kind we had, we had
Every person that comes in your life
Is here for a limited time
So be fair… be there

Always planning never manifesting
Father please help me send him this message
Always planning never manifesting
Father please help me send him this message

12. BORN TIRED

3 deep breaths
10 steps backwards
Going backwards
Now I’m switching lanes

Tire marks
On my heart
It don’t beat the same

Well, rest your weary heart
Dry your teary eyes
I know you are scarred
And torn apart inside
Darlin so am I

Cuz baby, I was born tired
Getting more tired
As time passes me by
Imma need more fire
Way, way more fire
So pass that thing my way

(La da da ah, ha ha ah ha, ha ha ah ha)

It’s been a long night
Long life
Long time fighting
Let out a long sigh
Alright, why am I trying?

Cuz look at how far you have come
And look at all that you have going
Look at who you have become
Baby you gotta keep goin

Rest your weary heart
Dry your teary eyes
I know you are scarred
And torn apart inside
(Inside, inside, inside)
Darlin so am I

Baby, I was born tired
Getting more tired
As time passes me by
Imma need more fire
Way, way more fire
So pass that thing my way
(Aye)
I’m tired, but I’m fired up
Tired, but I’m fired up
Tired, but I’m fired up
Tired, but I’m fired up

(La da da ah, ha ha ah ha, ha ha ah ha)

15. SUMMER 2020 (INTERLUDE)

And it feels like sometimes I cry
Cuz I feel so good to be alive
And there’s not a doubt inside my mind
That you’re still here
Right here by my side
Take some rain with my sunshine
Take some rain with my sunshine
I’ll take some rain with my sunshine
Take it easy, simple like summer time
I’ve been missing you for
10 thousand hours
I can not let go
10 thousand memories
I’ve been missing you for
10 thousand hours
I can not let go
I can not let go
I can not let go
I can not…

17. PRAY FOR YOU

The feeling’s finally mutual
I’m ready to let you know
Don’t wanna see you no more
I’m ready to let this go

But never will I ever not wish you well
Though we’re not together,
God bless you still
It’s gonna get better I know it will
Just hope you know I still

I pray for you
I pray for you
I pray for you
I pray for you

I pray you find your confidence
Pray you find a confidant

16. MOURNING DOVES

We made morning love
As the mourning doves
Sang a song for us
They were warning us
They were mourning our love
It was more than our love
They cried over us
It was over for us

(Ooh ooh hoo hoo hoo)
(Mourning doves cooing)

Ages and phases and stages, but baby
There really ain’t no end

Pray you get everything that you want
Pray you get everything that
I could not give to you
I know that it may seem weird to you

But never will I ever not wish you well
Though we’re not together,
God bless you still
It’s gonna get better I know it will
Just hope you know I still

I pray for you
I pray for you
I pray for you
I pray for you

I pray

Some doors will close just for
others to open
I’m hoping you let me in
Truth to be told
We’re only getting older
We’re closer than we’ve ever been
The doves weren’t crying
They only were trying
To tell us to try it again

(Ooh ooh hoo hoo hoo)
(Mourning doves cooing)

18. LIGHTNING & THUNDER (FEAT. JOHN LEGEND)

Been up since 6 doing rituals
Burning incense just to wish you well
Throw all my sense into wishing wells
Smelling your scent I do miss you still
What kind of spell do you have me under?
What in the hell? Starting to wonder
I am not well, I’m going under
Can’t help myself
Lightning and thunder

What if the feeling’s reciprocal
She misses me like I miss her so
I don’t wanna drown in a sea of regret
But it seems like that’s all I have left
What in the hell, what kind of spell
Did you put over me… control of me
What in the hell, what kind of spell
Did you put over me… control of me

I’ve been a sick individual
Ever since you made it official
You went and did the unthinkable
I am still here and available
What kind of spell do you have me under?
What in the hell? Starting to wonder
I am not well, I’m going under
Can’t help myself
Lightning and thunder

It’s just like lightning and thunder
Hits just like lightning and thunder
It’s just like lightning and thunder
It’s just like lightning and thunder

What in the hell, what kind of spell
Did you put over me you took control of me
What in the hell, what kind of spell
Did you put over me you took control of me

19. MAGIC HOUR

Ready for a miracle I’ll
Chill until the sun sets
Waiting for the magic hour
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful here

It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, no

It was windy in the city
So pretty that night
I swear I tried to stick by you
But time blew me by
It is like you swept me off my feet
And tied me to shore
Somehow my anchor turned stranger
Can’t take anymore

Ready for a miracle I’ll
Chill until the sun sets
I’m ready for the magic hour
It ain’t perfect but everything’s beautiful now

It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
It ain’t perfect, but everything’s beautiful
Beautiful now

Maybe I’m the miracle
Waiting for the miracle
Maybe you’re the
Baby you’re the miracle
Maybe you’re the
Maybe you’re the miracle
Waiting for a
Waiting for a miracle
Waiting for a
Waiting for the
Waiting for the miracle
Wait until the (maybe you’re the)
In the magic hour…

20. PARTY FOR ME (FEAT TY DOLLA $IGN)

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I’m gone
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me

Blue cups only
Call up all the homies
You can come too
Even if you didn’t know me
It’s a celebration
I finally made it
Go head get wasted
Go head get faded
Someone pour some sake
Right in front of Sachi’s
I’m up here chillin with Miyagi
Got my Grandpa Teddy right here beside me

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I’m gone

It’s a party on a boat
Somebody make some gumbo
Shout out Yamamotos and Chilombos
Uh, rose gold decorations
Do it for your girl in commemoration
Look, Imma need ya’ll dancin
And when you cry, don’t stop crying til you laughin
Yea, Imma need a bonfire on the beach
Imma need everybody there to make a speech
Shut down the block and have a party in the streets
And keep partying for weeks
Then go to Simply Wholesome for a feast
Keep it goin just for me, peace

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I’m gone
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me

Party hard for me when I’m gone
Sing along to the songs that I sung to you
Party hard for me when I’m gone
Carry on…

( Ty Dolla $ign )

Party hard for me
Let all my dogs in
Bitch pardon me
Gotta red cup
Shorty made her fall for me
No strip clubs
She gon’ take it off for me (yeah)
My dog on that Henny
But I’m off that 42
You’re not from my hood little boy I aint heard of you-
New to my city my niggas extorting you-
You nobody til one of these niggas murda you-
So party hard while I’m still here
Beat the system and we made it passed 25-
Fuck that crying and dying I’m tryna stay alive-
Speak that shit into existence til I’m a billionaire-
I’m the king of Celiné this drip so debonair-
Big Lambo Zaddy like a muthafucka
I’ma sex symbol I need a playboy cover

I am so excited and honored to share this body of work with you all. It’s been quite the journey… but I appreciate every moment, every mistake, and every lesson learned. I am forever grateful to anyone and everyone who has supported me throughout the years by listening to my stories with open hearts and open ears. Thank you for the pure connection I feel! Thank you God. Thank you to my Namiko, Mommy, Daddy, Grandma Essie, Miyoko, Jamila, Kareena, Jahi and Miyagi (and the hundreds of other relatives and friends I have… lol) for keeping me humble, safe, sane, and showing me what real, unconditional love looks and feels like. I would not exist without you and I will forever make sure WE GOOD! Thank you TT and team for your sacrifice, your work ethic, and joining me in putting your ENTIRE BEING into this project. I am so glad and impressed that we made it out alive! Lol! Thank you Rabbit for meeting up with me every lifetime and being a constant companion. Thank you to my ancestors, my spirit guides and the Universe for lighting my path. Thank you all for your patience and your words of encouragement when I felt like giving up. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for nurturing my gifts and never letting me quit. Thank you for dealing with me on my bossy days, my bitchy days, my sleepy days, my quiet days and my silly days. Thank you to Slauson Hills, California for birthing me and making me so damn cool. Thank you to the Big Island of Hawaii for rebirthing, inspiring, cleansing and healing me time and time again. Thank you all for allowing me to express myself and be myself without feeling judged. I hope I have made you proud and I hope I continue to make you proud. It only gets better with you! Grandpa Teddy and My Yagi, I know you got me and I will continue to take you with me and honor your names. I love you ALL beyond measure. Until next time…

-Jhené Aiko Efuru Chilombo

* 21. A&B (PIANO)

like yesterday, i remember the night
saw you driving by
you had a bitch in your passenger side
i called your phone
and then you just denied me
really surprising
that wasn’t like you
i thought you liked me

but now i just don’t know
where did all your feelings go
i thought we were taking it slowly
i thought you were waiting on me

just like that you turn your back
that shit’s so wack
when i do everything you ask of me
just like that i take you back
when i be mad
but i still fuck with you so passionately

don’t act like you don’t know
i don’t show
whenever you call
don’t act like you don’t know
i don’t go
above and beyond for you

won’t hesitate
to put my pride aside
admit that i lied
i know you don’t like that
at least i tried
i put up a fight

i thought you would fight for me
really surprising me
this isn’t like you
i thought you liked me

but now i just don’t know
where did all your feelings go
i thought we were taking it slowly
i thought you were waiting on me

just like that you turn your back
that shit’s so wack
when i do everything you ask of me
just like that i take you back
when i be mad
but i still fuck with you so passionately

don’t act like i don’t show
whenever you call
when ever you call
you know that i come
don’t act like i don’t go
above and beyond for you

* 22. A&B