LYRICS — Jhené Aiko

L Y R I C S

O N E

LOTUS (INTRO)

There was a woman

Born from a lotus

Her heart was golden

Deep as the ocean

Until this one man

He came and broke it

Til it was open

Just like a lotus

Oh yes,

There were explosions

She found her focus

The beast awoken

I’m bout to burn this bitch down

I think I need to lie down

Cuz I’m not tryna wild out now

But right now

Don’t know what I’m capable of

Might fuck around and go crazy on cuz

Might fuck around and have to pay me in blood

This ain’t the way you want it

Might catch a case in this bitch

Don’t let me catch you face to face in this bitch

Trying my hardest not to disrespect you

After what you did, man

What you expected?

You muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter

You muh fuckin right I’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I’m

Tryna let this time fly

Tryna let the time go by

Tryna let the time heal all

Tryna let the time kill all

Of our memories

All you meant to me

All that history

All that's history

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

T W O

TRIGGERED (FREESTYLE)

Go figure, you were the trigger

You brought me to an obstructed view

Who am I kidding?

Knew from the beginning

You’d ruin everything, you do it every time

You are my enemy, you are no friend of mine, muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter

You muh fuckin right I’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I…

Wanna fuck you right now

I just turned the lights out now

And you know when the sun go down

That’s when it wouldall go down

Been a minute, been awhile

Ain’t let nobody hit it since you hit it

Guess that's none of my concern anymore

None of my concern

It ain't even worth it no more

It ain't even worth it (even worth it)

It don't even hurt anymore

It don't even hurt

It ain't gonna work anymore

It ain't gonna work, yeah

You been hearing things and seeing things

And so it seems I'm moving on my own

The audacity to question me

Like you ain't leave me out here on my own

I was traumatized and suicidal

Sick and tired, I am not to blame

Once I felt a way but not today

I'm not afraid now I can say

Get your bitch ass off of my phone

Please leave me alone

I am not your girl anymore

You need to watch your tone

Don't worry about who it is I'm fucking

Or who I am loving

Just know that it is not you

This isn't up for discussion

I wish you good luck man

When it comes to you

It's none of my concern anymore

None of my concern

I know that I'm deserving of more

I know what I deserve

(Is it worth it?)

Not scared to be alone anymore

Not scared to be alone

(Is it gonna work?)

It don't even hurt anymore

It don't even hurt

You been on some bullshit

Yeah, you know I had these issues when you met me

Results of the post damages that I haven't dealt with

And I only want the best for you moving forward

But you back tracking with niggas that ain't shit for you

Don't belong around your aura

No, there's not a day in these modern times

You haven't crossed my mind, we both crossed the line

Seems like I needed you more than I needed myself

Just like I always felt like cheating on you

Would be cheating myself

To me that's just some dumb shit for you to say we done with

Tryna speak your heart, tryna make your mark

Then go deeper and make a scar

But every time I lay down, I think about you naked

And if you find my replacement, how could you?

I made you cum nine times in one day

Your two lips should come in a vase, you rode my face

I realized you look as good as you taste, mmh

Fingers all in your mouth, I'm grabbing you up

And dicking you down and grabbing your waist

Your room is my only escape

I guess that's none of your concerny

T H R E E

NONE OF YOUR CONCERN (FT. BIG SEAN)

I been contemplating, meditating

Should have waited

Should have never dated

You seem irritated

Baby, why you never say it?

Isn't this worth saving?

I can feel you fading off

We're not gonna make it long

Guess you can not take it

Guess it's worth saying

It's none of your concern anymore

None of your concern

Is it even worth it at all?

Is it even worth it?

Is it gonna work anymore?

Is it gonna work?

Am I being heard anymore?

Am I being heard?

I been hearing things

And seeing things

And so it seems you're moving on from me

Caught you on the scene

With little miss thing

And trust me, she really don't want beef

That's besides the point

I'm disappointed as a homie

What is it you see?

I want better for you, moving forward

What's better for you than me?

Speak from my heart, baby

Speak from my soul, sugar

Say what you want, lady

Act like you know who you are

Speak from your gut, honey

Say what you want, my love

Be who you wanna be

Speak, speak, speak, speak

Be free

I'm movin' on

I'm puttin' on my favorite dress

The one you hated

Said I look naked in

Free, yeah-yeah

Be free, my love

Be free

Free

I'm movin' on

I'm free

I'm movin' on, I'm puttin' on my free

Free, yeah

F O U R

SPEAK

Woke up this mornin'

Heart was beatin' out my chest

So excited, realizin'

That you weren't here to judge me

No one to impress

I decided

That I liked it, yeah

I'm movin' on

I'm puttin' on my favorite dress

The one you hated

Said I look naked in

Fuck your opinion 'bout it

I'm feelin' my best

I won't hide it

And besides that

Look how the sun

Rises without our askin'

Shinin' with so much passion

Light just for us to bask in

Love shouldn't be for our keepin'

I'll celebrate my freedom

I'm gon' speak up

B.S. (FT. H.E.R.)

Back up on my bullshit

Back up on the scene

Done dealing with you

Don't know how to deal with me

Done fuckin' with you, don't know how to love me

Done dealing with you, so I'm back

It seem like I give so much and don't get nothin' back

I really thought it was love but you're so fuckin' whack

Always get caught up in love, but I am done with that

I can't get caught up in love, so now I'm—, yeah

Flexin' on my exes, in my Model X

Pretty little skinny, little bitty body model-esque

Some of y'all ain't never had no real bitch and it shows

I keep it one hunnid from my head down to my toes

Back up on my bullshit

Back up on the move

Touch down in my hometown, got nothing to lose

I am on my own now, I am in control now

I need you to go now, I can fix my own crown

F I V E

I’m bout to burn this bitch down

I think I need to lie down

Cuz I’m not tryna wild out now

But right now

Don’t know what I’m capable of

Might fuck around and go crazy on cuz

Might fuck around and have to pay me in blood

This ain’t the way you want it

Might catch a case in this bitch

Don’t let me catch you face to face in this bitch

Trying my hardest not to disrespect you

After what you did, man

What you expected?

You muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter

You muh fuckin right I’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I’m

Tryna let this time fly

Tryna let the time go by

Tryna let the time heal all

Tryna let the time kill all

Of our memories

All you meant to me

All that history

All that's history

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

S I X

P*$$Y FAIRY (OTW)

I can't wait 'til you come over, I'm not sober, so

You know how it's 'bout to go

'Cause I like to fuck when I'm drunk (Ayy)

I like to suck when I'm drunk (Ayy)

Come on, my baby, what's up? (Sup)

I need you to hurry up, I can't wait, I can't wait

Pussy fairy's on the way (I got pussy on the way)

Ooh, woah (Pussy on the way, put that pussy on my face)

(I got pussy on the way, pussy on the way)

(I got pussy on the way, pussy, pussy on the way)

Ooh-wee, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, ah, yeah

I know you love fuckin' me (Fuckin' me, fuckin' me)

I can tell by the way you in love with me (Love with me)

You can't get enough of me, yeah

Well, I guess it's lookin' like you stuck with me

I’m bout to burn this bitch down

I think I need to lie down

Cuz I’m not tryna wild out now

But right now

Don’t know what I’m capable of

Might fuck around and go crazy on cuz

Might fuck around and have to pay me in blood

This ain’t the way you want it

Might catch a case in this bitch

Don’t let me catch you face to face in this bitch

Trying my hardest not to disrespect you

After what you did, man

What you expected?

You muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter

You muh fuckin right I’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I’m

Tryna let this time fly

Tryna let the time go by

Tryna let the time heal all

Tryna let the time kill all

Of our memories

All you meant to me

All that history

All that's history

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

S E V E N

HAPPINESS OVER EVERYTHING (H.O.E.) (FT. FUTURE & MIGUEL)

These red roses damn near turn to ashes
If I keep it real, you won't understand it
These dirty blogs got your mind damaged
I'll walk a million miles to see you happy

I hope she don't think, that I think
That she's some kind of hoe
(Some kind of hoe)
'Cause I don't care
That just lets me know that
She knows what she wants, yeah
Baby, I won't judge (no, no, no, no, no)
Freak, freak, freak, freak
'Cause now I'm sure that (freak, freak, freak, freak)
She knows what she wants, yeah

I ain't gonna hold you baby, I like what I see
That print in them sweat pants got me weak off in my knees
I been thinking 'bout you since we met at No I.D.'s
If you're free tonight I think that you should come see me
(Ohh, ohh)
Don't be scared of my aggression
(Ohh, ohh)
Just don't get the wrong impression

I hope she don't think, that I think
That she's some kind of hoe
(Some kind of hoe)
I don't care
That just lets me know that
She knows what she wants, yeah
Baby, I won't judge (no, no, no, no)
Freak, freak, freak, freak
Now I'm sure that (freak, freak, freak, freak)
She knows what she wants, yeah (you like the way I wink at you?)

I can't never have a hater bone inside my body (nope)
I just like it better when my girl do her Pilates (see?)
I wanna dress you up and have you fresher than a stylist
Think about any drama when your body traumatizing (think about it)
You so caught up in the hype
You could have easily been my wife
I see the way your friends look they already thinking I'm shiesty (they jealous)
They misunderstood me when they say I'm Jesus Christ
I just want you to worship me, I like what I like
I'll feed you to the wolves if you don't talk to me nice
They gon' try to crucify me
They think we worship 'luminati (gang)
I take my heart and I go hide it

After all I just hope he don't think that I'm some kind of hoe, some kind of hoe
I don't know, he just makes me feel like he knows what he wants, yeah
Baby, I won't judge
(Freak, freak, freak, freak)
Now I'm sure that he knows what he wants, yeah

Yeah, I choose happiness over everything
Over anything and its everything
Yeah, happiness over everything
Over anything and it's everything to me

This is how Heaven sounds at night
Take a vow to be down for life
Got you right in the candlelight
Blow it out, how I blow your mind

[Pre-Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Going, slowly
Floating, towards me
Don't ever ignore me
You'll be sorry, yeah, yeah

[Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Surrender
'Render yourself to me
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Surrender
'Render yourself to me
Oh yeah, oh yeah

[Verse 2: Jhené Aiko]
Met you at the edge of my mind
Hanging by a thread in limelight
Just when you had asked for closure
That is when the signs got closer
Exit 405 to Sepulveda
Come to the West side, I will show you love
It is only right if you open up
Tryna take your mind over
I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me?
Know what it is, you know these bitches just can't fuck with me
I write all my shit, you know I'm all about my publishing
I take my time with it, ain't no rushing me, yeah

[Pre-Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Going, slowly
Floating, towards me
Don't ever ignore me
You'll be sorry, yeah, yeah

[Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Surrender
'Render yourself to me
'Render yourself to me
Surrender
'Render yourself to me, yeah
'Render yourself to me

[Break: Jhené Aiko]
I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me?
I'm a-I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me-fuck-fuck with me?
I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me?
I take my time with it, ain't no rushing me-rushing me
I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me?
I'm a-I'm a-I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me-fuck-fuck with me?
I'm a boss bitch, how you don't fuck with me?
I-I-I take my time with it, ain't no rushing me-no rushing me

[Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Surrender
'Render yourself to me
Ayy, yeah

[Outro: Dr. Chill]
Surrender to quantum consciousness
Which gave us all that we be
Can't you see?
And it is all, all for free
Your soul, your mind, your heart, your body
Your potentiality, your actuality
Your spirituality, your reality
We get it all for free
So why can't we give it all back, easily?
Surrender

E I G H T

ONE WAY ST. (FT. AB-SOUL)

Going the wrong way on a one-way street
Going the wrong way on a one-way street, ah

[Verse 1: Jhené Aiko]
I'm feelin' strangely sane today
I am amazed, I'm brave today
I rearranged my brain today
I rearranged my ways

[Chorus: Jhené Aiko]
Going the wrong way on a one-way street, yeah
Going the wrong way on a one-way street, ah

[Verse 2: Jhené Aiko]
I wait for love, I waste away
Wasting my days, I waste away
I wasted love, I waste away
Wasting my days, I wait

[Chorus: Jhené Aiko & Ab-Soul]
Going the wrong way on a one-way street, yeah
Going the wrong way on a one-way street (Yo), ah

[Verse 3: Ab-Soul]
Stuck in traffic on the road less traveled, no fast track
That's how life'll do you, I had to learn to backtrack
B efore I could move forward, like quadruple
Uh, I been goin' insane, ask Jhené
I may b e way too high, the sky is in my way (Way)
My judgement's cloudy because of it
Still staying grounded like a chil d on punishme nt
Runnin' and tumblin', stumblin', hidin' from idle time (Time)
It isn't in my design to deny the signs (Signs)
Always remember the fallen when on the rise (Rise)
And when you find your calling, don't hit decline (Hello)
They want me with my back against the wall
I bounce back, that's a echo (Echo)
Fuck 'em all, not sexually, disrespectfully
Instead of catching me, all that's left of me is tire marks
I'm gone

Try me
You cannot define me
I can tell you're trying
First you've gotta find me

Time
You've gotten behind me
All in divine timing

Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Rising despite your denying
You cannot define me
You cannot define me

N I N E

DEFINE ME (INTERLUDE)

T E N

SURRENDER (FT. DR CHILL)

I’m bout to burn this bitch down

I think I need to lie down

Cuz I’m not tryna wild out now

But right now

Don’t know what I’m capable of

Might fuck around and go crazy on cuz

Might fuck around and have to pay me in blood

This ain’t the way you want it

Might catch a case in this bitch

Don’t let me catch you face to face in this bitch

Trying my hardest not to disrespect you

After what you did, man

What you expected?

You muh fucka

You muh fuckin right

You muh fuckin right I’m bitter

You muh fuckin right I’m triggered

You muh fuckin right I’m

Tryna let this time fly

Tryna let the time go by

Tryna let the time heal all

Tryna let the time kill all

Of our memories

All you meant to me

All that history

All that's history

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

E L E V E N

TRYNA SMOKE

Wassup man, what you want?
Ay, man, let me get a eighth, man
You want a eighth?
You want that fat eighth or a little eighth?
How much money you got?
Get out my pockets homie, let me just get a regular eighth
Alright well, come on in, don't touch nothin' either
Smell-smell this, I just got this right here from Cambodia, it's a Cambodia Crispy
This ain't no Cambodia Crispy
Man, okay, I'ma be honest man, that's really CBD
But just give me, just give me thirty seven dollars and you can have that

If I could fly
I would probably never come down
With all of the bullshit confusion on the ground
I wish that I was high
'Cause I can't live my life when it's loud
So I'm gonna call the bros
Tell 'em, "Roll up one, right now"
I'm tryna smoke

I'm so high, I'm so high, I'm so hig
That's just how I get by-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Lift that bird to the motherfucking sky
That's that pill, that's that fire, fire (I'm tryna smoke)
Don't you cry, don't you cry, I-I-I ain't full high
I'ma ride it, I just need to put my mind at ease (yeah)
Someone tell my baby mama I'm just tryna keep the peace
I ain't here for all that drama, I'm tryna smoke

Life's no fairytale, I know all too well (well)
Gotta plant the seed sometimes
Then you let it grow
Inhale, exhale some more
Heaven in Hell
If you know, you know
That shit is beautiful
You gotta just let it go
Spark up a blunt and smoke

You better blow that shit out, man
Yeah, yeah

If I could fly (if I could fly, yeah)
I would probably never come down (yeah)
With all of the bullshit confusion on the ground
I wish that I was high
'Cause I can't live my life when it's loud (you know I can't live that way)
So I'm gonna call the bros
Tell 'em, "Roll up one, right now"
I'm tryna smoke

Tryna keep myself from looking over the edge (over the edge)
I know life's a bitch, but she could at least give me head ('least give me head)
Sometimes, I mean, is that too much to ask? (Too much to ask)
That's why lately I've been smokin' on gas (smokin' gas)
I know God is good, I know he keep me alive
I be probably talking to him most when I'm high
When I'm high, I see all this shit crystal clear
When I'm high, I see through the smoke and the mirrors

If I could fly
I would probably never come down
With all of the bullshit confusion on the ground
I wish that I was high
'Cause I can't live my life when it's loud
So I'm gonna call the bros
Tell 'em, "Roll up one, right now"
I'm tryna smoke

He's a janky dealer, why you make me drink?
What you want, bruh, what you want, man?
Smell some-smell this right here, man
Man, it's passion fruit?
Man, that's Coleslaw OG, baby
The fuck is Coleslaw OG?
Just gimme sixty-five dollars
Sixty-five dollars? You got me fucked up
Okay, well, give me forty-eight dollars man, come on man
That's a fat bag, baby
Forty-eight dollars?
That's whole ass- you can't even close the bag, man
Come on, man, goddamn man, I c- gas is goin' up
Gimme-Gimme thirty-nine dollars, damn it

Yeah
One, two, check
Check, one, two

I know what it's like to lose, do you? Do you?
Have you ever loved someone, then lost that one?
You can't even call they phone
You can't even ask how they day was
Nothing in life's guaranteed, you'll see, uh
I'm not being difficult, I just see things differently
When I say I wanna see you, that means something deeper to me

I've been missing you for ten thousand hours (thousand hours)
I cannot let go, ten thousand memories (memories)
I've been missing you for ten thousand hours, yeah (thousand hours)
I cannot let go, ten thousand memories (memories)

Uh, have you ever loved someone, then lost that one?
Have you ever missed someone that ain't coming back? Uh
You can't even tell that one 'cause they're not here to hear it
Do you hear me?
Nothing in life's guaranteed, you'll see
I'm not being difficult, I just see things differently
You don't see the urgency, that really worries me
The problem is that we think, naturally, we have time but you'll find
Anything can happen, don't take it for granted
You know

I've been missing you for ten thousand hours (ten thousand hours)
I cannot let go, ten thousand memories (ten thousand memories)
I've been missing you for ten thousand hours (ten thousand hours)
Uh, I cannot let go (no), ten thousand memories (ten thousand memories)

Yeah, thinking back on some good times, we have with some bad people like
I shoulda saw she was see through or he was evil like
I wasted my good experience with these people like
Guess it was meant to be, you was teaching me life
So only half that memory's worthwhile
We had beef but at least there's a birth of a child
Cooled and flipped it, reminiscing bad times with good people's terrific
Beautifully different 'cause we still kick it
You said we can't be intimate, you said we can't go there
If this thing is going nowhere, it's so weird
Now it's cold, thought I had control, thought I took your soul
Nah, I took your mind and grave by name
You told me that my mind is your favorite place to hang
Ten thousand hours turned to ten thousand bridal flowers
What was mine is ours
How many soulmates we get in this lifetime?
Right now's the right time, you the wife kind

You could search your whole life tryna find
A love as good as the time we had, we had (we had)
Every person that comes in your life
Here for all the muddy times
So be fair, be there (be there)m uh

Always planning, never manifesting
Father, please help me send him this message (this message)
Always planning, never manifesting
Father, please help me send him this message

T W E L V E

BORN TIRED

I'm sleepy
Aah-aah
Aah-aah-aah

Three deep breaths
Ten steps backwards
Going backwards
Now I'm switchin' lanes
Tyre marks
On my heart
It don't beat the same, no

Rest your weary heart
Dry your teary eyes
I know you are scarred
And torn apart inside
Darlin', so am I (Okay)

'Cause, baby, I was born tired
Getting more tired
As time passes me by, yeah
I'ma need more fire
Way, way more fire
So pass that thing my way

La-da-da-ah
Ha-ha-ha
Ha-ha-ha, yeah

It's been a long night
Long life, long time fighting
Let out a long sigh
Alright, why am I trying?
'Cause look at how far you have come
And look at all that you have going
Look at who have become
Baby, you gotta keep going

Ooh-oh, rest your weary heart
Dry your teary eyes
I know you are scarred
And torn apart inside
Inside, inside, inside
Darlin', so am I, so am I

Baby, I was born tired
Getting more tired
As time passes me by
I'ma need more fire
Way, way more fire
So pass that thing my way

Ayy, I'm tired, but I'm fired up
Tired, but I'm fired up
Tired, but I'm fired up
Tired, but I'm fired up

T H I R T E E N

10K HOURS (FT NAS)

F O U R T E E N

LOVE

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la, love, yeah

Look how the sun is shining
Over everything it seems
Very accepting of me
Even when I don't believe

Love, still got love
You better show me some love
Now we are growing in love, yeah

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la, love, yeah

Look down standing on my feet
Over hills and valley peaks
Veering right until I meet
Everything I'm meant to be

Love, still got love
You better show me some love
Now we are growing in love (yeah)

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (ooh)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la, love

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la, love

I feet it deep in my soul
Whenever I'm feeling low
Anytime there is a void
I choose to fill it with joy

Uh huh (uh huh), aww yeah
I love (I love), I care
Alright (alright), that's right
I'm fine

I'm not bossy, I'm the boss
You know I could set it off
But I'd rather use my heart
When I put my faith in God
Nothing bothers me at all
I am more than my emotions
I know I am control when
I am living in the moment
Dedicated and devoted
Praying often, staying open
To more love, love

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (ooh)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (woo)
La-la-la-la-la, love (la-la-la-la-la-la, love)

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love (love)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la, love
La-la-la-la-la, love
Tired, but I'm fired up

The feeling's finally mutual
I'm ready to let you know
Don't wanna see you no more
I'm ready to let this go

But never will I ever not wish you well
Though we're not together, God bless you still
It's gonna get better, I know it will
Just hope you know, I still

I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you

I pray you find your confidence
Pray you find a confidant
Pray you get everything that you want
Pray you get everything that I could not give to you
I know that it may seem weird to you, but

Never will I ever not wish you well
Though we're not together, God bless you still
It's gonna get better, I know it will
Just hope you know, I still

I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you

I'll pray

The feeling's finally mutual
I'm ready to let you know
Don't wanna see you no more
I'm ready to let this go

But never will I ever not wish you well
Though we're not together, God bless you still
It's gonna get better, I know it will
Just hope you know, I still

I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you

I pray you find your confidence
Pray you find a confidant
Pray you get everything that you want
Pray you get everything that I could not give to you
I know that it may seem weird to you, but

Never will I ever not wish you well
Though we're not together, God bless you still
It's gonna get better, I know it will
Just hope you know, I still

I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you, I'll pray for you

I'll pray

F I F T E E N

SUMMER 2020 (INTERLUDE)

And it feel like sometimes I cry
'Cause I feel so good to be alive
And there's not a doubt inside my mind
That you're still here, right here by my side

Take some rain with my sunshine
Take some rain with my sunshine
I'll take some rain with my sunshine
Take it easy, simple, like summertime

I've been missin' you for ten thousand hours
I cannot let go ten thousand memories
I've been missin' you for ten thousand hours
I cannot let go, I cannot let go
I cannot let go, I cannot

S I X T E E N

PRAY FOR YOU

S E V E N T E E N

MORNING DOVES

We made mornin' love
As the mourning doves
Sing a song for us
They were warnin' us
They were mournin' our love
It was more than our love
They cried over us
It was over for us

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Ages and phases and stages, but baby
There really ain't no end
Some doors were closed just for others to open
I'm hopin' you let me in
Truth to be told, we're only gettin' older
But closer than we ever been
The doves weren't cryin', they only were tryin'
To tell us to try it again

Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-whoa-ah, oh
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-whoa
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh

Ready for a miracle, I'll
Chill until the sun sets
Waiting for the magic hour
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful here

It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, no

It was windy in the city
So pretty that night
I swear I tried to stick by you
But time blew me by
It is like you swept me off my feet
And tied me to shore
Somehow my anchor turned stranger
Can't take anymore

Ready for a (ready for a)
miracle, I'll (miracle, I'll)
Chill until the (chill until the), sun sets
I'm ready for the (ready for the), magic hour
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful now

It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful
It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful, beautiful now

Maybe I'm a miracle
Waiting for the miracle
Maybe you're the
Maybe you're the miracle
Maybe you're the
Maybe you're the miracle

Waiting for a
Waiting for a miracle
Waiting for a
Waiting for the
Waiting for the miracle
Waiting 'til the (maybe you're the)
In the magic hour

E I G H T E E N

LIGHTNING & THUNDER (FT. JOHN LEGEND)

Been up since 6 doin' rituals
Burning incense just to wish you well
Throw all my sins into wishing wells
Smelling your scent, I do miss you still

What kind of spell do you have me under?
What in the hell? Starting to wonder
I am not well, I'm going under
Can't help myself, lightning and thunder

Oh, what if the feeling's reciprocal?
She misses me like I miss her soul
I don't wanna drown and see your regret
But it seems like that's all I have left
What in the hell? What kind of spell did you put over me?
Controllin' me, what in the hell?
What kind of spell did you put over me? (Ooh)
Controllin' me

I've been a sick individual
Ever since you made it official
You wouldn't admit the unthinkable
I am still here and available

What kind of spell do you have me under?
Oh, what in the hell? I'm starting to, starting to wonder
I am not well, I'm going under
Can't help myself (yeah), lightning and thunder

Oh-oh-oh-ooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah

It's just like lightning and thunder
It's just like lightning and thunder
It's just like lightning and thunder
It's just like lightning and thunder

What in the hell? What kind of spell did you put over me?
You took control of me
What in the hell? What kind of spell did you put over me?
You took control of me, yeah

N I N E T E E N

MAGIC HOUR

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

T W E N T Y

PARTY FOR ME (FT. TY DOLLA SIGN)

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone
Party hard for me, party hard for me
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone
Party hard for me, party hard, yeah

Blue cups only, color for the homies
You could come too even if you didn't know me
It's a celebration, I finally made it
Time to get wasted, go 'head, get faded, yeah
Go 'head, pour that sake (sake), right in front of 'Sace ('Sace)
I'm up here chillin' with Miyagi (yeah, yeah)
Got my grandpa Teddy right here beside me (what up?)

Yeah, party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone (party for me)
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me, yeah (oh)
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone (I really need you to)
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me, yeah

It's a party on a boat, somebody make some gumbo
Shoutout Yamamotos and Chilombos, uh
Rose gold decorations, do it for your girl in commemoration
Look, I'ma need y'all dancin'
And when you cryin', don't stop cryin' 'til you laughin'
Yeah, I'ma need a bonfire on the beach
I'ma need everybody there to make a speech (do it)
Shut down the block and have a party in the streets (Slauson)
And keep partyin' for weeks
And go to Simply Wholesome for a feast
Keep it goin' just for me, peace

Party hard, party hard, party hard for me when I'm gone
Party hard, party hard, party hard for me (yeah)
Party hard for me when I'm gone (yeah)
Sing along to the songs that I sung to you (oh, oh, oh)
Party hard for me when I'm gone (ooh, party for me)
Carry on

Party hard for me, let all my dawgs in, bitch, pardon me
Got a red cup, shawty made it far for me
No strip club, she gon' take it off for me, yeah
My dawg on the Henny but I'm off that '42
You're not from my hood, lil' boy, I ain't heard of you
New to my city, my niggas extortin' you
You nobody 'til one of these niggas murder you
So party hard while I'm still here (still here)
Beat the system and we made it past twenty-five (five)
Fuck that cryin' and dyin', I'm tryna stay alive
Speak that shit to existence 'til I'm a billionaire
I'm the king of Celine, the drip's so debonair
Big Lambo zaddy like a muh'fucka
I'm a sex symbol, I need a Playboy cover

T W E N T Y T W O

MAGIC HOUR

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

T W E N T Y O N E

A&B (PIANO)

Like yesterday, I remember the night
Saw you driving by, you had a bitch in your passenger side
I called your phone and you just denied me
Really surprising
That wasn't like you, I thought you liked me

But now I just don't know
Where did all your feelings go?
I thought we were takin' it slowly
I thought you were waitin' on me, yeah

Just like that, you turn your back
I do everything you ask of me (Yeah)
Just like that, I take you back
And I still fuck with you so passionately

Don't act like you don't know
I don't show whenever you call (Ooh, oh), yeah
Don't act like you don't know (No, no)
I don't go above and beyond for you

Won't hesitate to put my pride aside, admit that I lied
Know you don't like that, at least I tried to put up a fight
I thought you would fight for me, really surprising me
This isn't like you, I thought you liked me

But now I just don't know (I just don't know)
Where did all your feelings go? (Where did all your feelings go?)
I thought we were takin' it slowly (Slow, oh yeah)
I thought you were waitin' on me, yeah (Ooh, ah)

Just like that (Just like that)
You turn your back
I do everything you ask of me (Yeah, woah), yeah
Just like that (Just like that)
I take you back
And I still fuck with you so passionately

Don't act like you don't know (Like you don't)
I don't show whenever you call
(Whenever you call, whenever you call)
Don't act like you don't know (Don't know, oh)
I don't go (I don't go) above and beyond
For you, yeah (Above and beyond for you)

Catch you whenever you fall, I come whenever you call
I don't deserve this at all (At all)
Catch you whenever you fall, I come whenever you call
I don't deserve this at all

Why you breakin' my- (Why?)
Why you breakin' my heart? (Heart)
Why you breakin' my- (Why?)
Why you breakin' my heart? (Heart)
Why you breakin' my- (Why?)
Why you breakin' my heart? (Heart)
Why you breakin' my- (Why?)
Why you breakin' my heart? (Heart)

I'll calm down eventually

Fall back eventually, please

Call me back eventually

Fall back into me, yeah

Maybe I'm overreacting

Baby, I don't know what happened

You know all of my bad habits

You know it's hard for me to control that shit, man

'Cause when I get mad, I get big mad

Should have never did that, get back

'Bout to feel the wrath of a menace

In my bag, in my feelings

I'm a bad lil' bitch, and uh

I'm triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not okay

You need to stay out my way

Triggered

When I see your face

Triggered

When I hear your name

Triggered

I am not ok

You need to stay out of my way

T W E N T Y F O U R

ALL GOOD

Why you let me hurt you so bad?
Why you let me get you so mad?
Something I do not understand
Dealing with a delicate man

Why you? Why you?
Why you so sensitive? Yeah
Why you? Why you?
Why you so serious? Yeah

Just when it's turning into something good
Just when it's turning out the way that it should
Think you should let it be the way that it could
If you just let it be, then it would be good, all good, all

Why you let me do you like that?
Hanging on every word I said, uh
Something I do not understand
You should leave the past in the past

Why you? Why you?
Why you so serious? Yeah
Why you? Why you?
Why you so sensitive? Yeah

Just when it's turning into something good
Just when it's turning out the way that it should
Think you should let it be the way that it could
If you just let it be
Then it would be good, all good, all good

All good, all good, all good
All good, all good, all good
All good, all good, all good
All good, all good, all good

Why you ain't you? (All good, all good, all good) why?
Why you ain't you? (Why?)
Why you ain't you? (All good, all good, all good) why?
Why you ain't you? (Why?)
Why you ain't you? (All good, all good, all good) why?
Why you ain't you? (Why?)
Why you let me hurt you so bad? (Right)

If you just let it be, then it would be good (All good, all good, all good)
If you just let it be then it would be good (All good, all good, all good)
All good, all good, all good, all good
All good, all good, all good